My worst fear

The thing I am most afraid of is losing my children. I know that it won't happen unless I do something really bad, but at times I get scared just thinking about it. I will never want to put my family through any of that again. After being clean for 3 yrs, I have realized how wonderful life can be without drugs. I've learned how to live my life on gods will; therefore, I will take it one day at a time. Since I had the chance to face the only real fear that I ever had, it makes it easier to not follow that same path again. I can't imagine not waking up every morning without my children beside me. My children are my life now and they mean the world to me. I Will never take them for granted again, I realized how blessed I am for being able to have children now. Although it isn't always fun being a mother, I wouldn't give it up for anything.